A tired fighter and I wanna go home.

3:47am: Friends only

Locked

Start talking or I won't notice you.

thanks♡.

6:53am: THE END








tweedlezee

6:18pm:

12:07pm:







The more you think, the more confusing everything is. Sometimes it is better to think as little as possible; accept everything, stop tipping the balances and breathe once in a while. What works best?

2:12pm: I will probably have something interesting to say later but for now...


I have this book, new, sealed, to sell. I bought 2 by accident because I am extremely CLEVER. RRP £15, but I will let it go for 10 including postage. Please pity me, I don't want two!

Two is an unlucky number.

It is actually the most gorgeous thing ever and makes me drool uncontrollably.

In fact, the most fantastic drawing of an octopus EVER lives in between its covers.

So if you love nature and you love me...

Buy it.. please?

12:44am: ( Books read in 2006 )
You can probably tell that I love my Japanese Literature. I have probably missed a few out when writing this but I will edit it once I remember.

And my wishlist: http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/registry/39AHJIIA8EW8W
Whats yours?

(idea from wrentit.)

7:03pm: Community plug.
You be a good little group of kiddies and go join 3amThinkTank. Purlease?
It shall be a regular haunt for me.

9:31pm: Movies
We just sorted thousands of CDs into alphbetical order. Sorry I didnt make it Roo! Lots of people just turned up and they are driving me insane because they are BORING.

My dad is back on Saturday. Anyway, my favourite films (they are all linked to imdb and hover-able):






























































I want MORE, I havent put every film I ever liked up there (I failed to mention Orphee and Badlands), just the ones that make me smile the most. Recommend some!

6:44pm: You don't need words to make sense of the music all the time.
Coping is an incredible thing.
Everything turns out ok so long as youre still alive. Even if parts of you fall to pieces, different parts grow stronger and more prominent. There are those sacred patterns in a lot of things.

I like to think that everything's there to make sense of and put meaning to (even if things are essentially meaningless), I don't mind taking things in the wrong way because that's part of the fun of having a human brain to confuse. What's truth?
You think youre going to be rewarded in the end for living a good, happy life? Living that way is rewarding as it is forget what happens at the end. DNA is scary.

I keep losing my spirituality but I keep finding it again even though it is always there. People seem more human than ever and it is extremely frightening when they seem more human than yourself and you realise that youre part of a bigger picture as well as your own very tiny one.



And thanks for profound questions in text messages that send me loopy all day.